Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Wallace Stevens Bio


Wallace Stevens 1879 –1955

Married to a figure etched, immortalized
In currency. Father to a little girl dreaming of
Ice cream emperors. Or maybe not.

Not only a man, but merely a poet.
He sees, understands, and encompasses
All things, every contradiction within

Himself, within the world. It is he. 
The order, the chaos of creation, which
Is to say the transmutation of forms

The constant metamorphosis to find
What will suffice. To find the thing that speaks
And gives satisfaction, a sound that lingers

Stroking and soothing the wearied ear, normally
Sick, and filled with monotony, tracing a line from
The canal to the mind, the mind to the eyes

Of the soul who wants to see the world, perceive
It, engage with it, restructure and rebuild it,
Stripping away the current buildings and bridges,

The layers of standing lies.  Move the world to
Where it was, to what it was and know it. Feel it.
Sense the emotion, the rocking violence, the hissing

Peacock within, who stands tall and resists the
Overwhelming intelligence, puffing out his
Chest, fluffing his brilliant plumage- the greens

The blues, as well as the shimmering, elusive
Purples, reds and browns. He shakes the feathers
 and reveals reality, the nonsense, the fictions:

the way we live and what we do.

btw- he was an insurance lawyer. 


Project Reflection and presentations and pleasure

I haven't posted a blog in awhile, but scrolling through my blog posts, I noticed about 5 or 6 incomplete drafts. They all started with an idea that exploded into a lot of chaotic baby ideas and then confusion. I really appreciated Eli's(?) presentation and his comments on Stevens' immensity, because I was getting really frustrated with the contradictions and all the directions we could go from his poems.  Too much and so little time.
In the weeks leading up to Thanksgiving, instead of posting blogs, I have been emailing my dad and talking on the phone with him about our class.  It wasn't to the same depth and degree as John Paul- we were taking things pretty lightly and then an idea started to emerge.
My dad is a lawyer, songwriter, writer and actor. When I was 12, he basically taught me how to write-- essays, stories, poems.  He does a lot of serious work, but he always takes pleasure in the things he writes or performs.  He especially loves parody.  When I was in high school, we always talked about doing a parody of children's show. And talking with him about my topic- children and Wallace Stevens, I thought why not do something we had joked about doing that would give pleasure (Because that note really stuck with me) I sent my dad pieces of rough draft script, and he'd send ideas back. I recruited artistic help from my friend, Sam Thomas (I sent her the poem and my concept, and she made some rough draft drawings and then finally a finished product) and help from my sister, Eva, who is a fan of photoshop, my husband Joe to act and at the last minute, I got my mom to make a special appearance in her bathrobe.  I'm basically a people user, but I'm a grateful one. So in case people didn't make it all the way to the credits, all those people I just mentioned deserve some props. 
I'm really thankful I got to do a project like this (and that I had people willing to help), because it was truly a pleasure to make.  I know my dad was so thrilled with it, he posted the first movie draft (without some edits and closed captioning) on Facebook the night we filmed it.  The comments he got on it were like:
"I don't know if I understand. . . " "What?" and "Very nice," "Fun" and Happy Thanksgiving (?).
 That made both of us happy.

Watching final presentations and reading blogs, I just wanted to say that those have been enjoyable too. I especially liked Nate's melding of Peter Pan and Wallace Stevens. It was brilliant- just like the colors of Jenny's paintings. I admire how some people like John Paul and Oranda took this class to such a personal, emotional level--so brave. I love the creativity in the stories from Arielle, Megan Anne. And then some people (Dusty, Breanna James)are just intimidating. And it all makes the last few days fun- pleasurable.

Monday, November 5, 2012

A comment on memorization/ my poem.

Last weekend, I started reading a book for my thesis/ for fun called "How to Destroy the Imagination of Your Child" by Anthony Esolen. It's a fantastic read, and it goes well with Stevens' "How to Live and What to Do."

I was particularly struck with the passage on memory.
The author claims that in order to do away with imagination, we have to get rid of "Facts"-- and the

"first thing is to keep the memory weak and empty. . .that is because a developed memory is a wondrous and terrible storehouse of things seen and heard and done.  It can do what no mere search engine on the internet can do.  It can call up apparently unrelated things at once, molding them into a whole impression, or a new thought. . . Without the library of the memory-- which the Renaissance poet Edmund Spenser compared to a dusty room full of wonders in the attic of the mind, where a wise old man pores over his books, and a little boy called Anamnesis, "Reminder," sometimes has to climb a ladder to go fetch them-- the imagination simply does not have much to think about, or to play with" or in my view, the imagination doesn't have enough of the "real" base it needs.

We have been charged with memorizing a poem, and for some weeks, we've heard people give examples, reciting poems for us and showing us why we memorize things and words; and at the time, I always felt I understood, but explaining it has been difficult.  

I like Esolen's explanation above, but I hope when I get into a classroom, I can do a better job, but the whole thing reminds me of an organization I heard about called, Poetry Out Loud-- it's a national recitation contest for high school kids.  They have to memorize three poems and they get judged based on the difficulty, the length and performance.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_SvNPQUeiHs This is one from a girl reciting "The Emperor of Ice Cream"- just to give a taste of what they do. it definitely goes against Esolen's "How to."

Moving on-
My poem is Disillusionment of Ten O' Clock, and I memorized it at work (I seem to do a lot of Wallace Stevens work at the library), and my co-worker tested me.  I recited it and then waited.  He didn't say anything and didn't say anything, and I was wondering if I did something wrong- his eyes are darting around the page, and he finally says, "What?" He rereads it.  "What??!" This is the same guy, who discovered the "Well Dressed Man with a Beard" with me weeks ago.  He asked, "You have to memorize this? It doesn't mean anything." And then I had to laugh and tell him that was Wallace Stevens.  I don't have much else there.  I just thought it was funny.

Monday, October 22, 2012

Recognizing the fictions we live in as fiction

"We are in a Book" by Mo Willems.  It's Prospero addressing the audience.  It's Wallace Stevens and the sound of words. There never was a world for her except the one she sang-

And it gives pleasure.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X93c86EYnco&feature=related

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

The poem as an Act

Poetry is. . . .   I've seen this unfinished sentence all my life in school and the answers usually range in the "poetry is a bunch of words, which have rhythm and is beautiful"  "Poetry is music" and "poetry is emotional."  It's a little different than "A poem is a meteor" "Poetry is not personal" "poetry is a means of redemption" "a poem is a pheasant." But I guess they are kind of similar too.

I was flipping through Notes Toward a Supreme Fiction and Stevens has things to say about what poetry is or what it has to be: 

It must be abstract
It must change
It must give pleasure

"but play you must,/ a tune beyond us, yet ourselves,/ a tune upon the blue guitar/ of things exactly as they are."

I cheated and threw in some Blue Guitar.   

"but to impose is not to discover. To discover an order as of a season, to discover summer and know it, to discover winter and know it well, to find, not to impose, not to have reasoned at all."


We've had some discussions about seeing thing for what they are and my mind floats from getting it and not getting it. Right now, I'm in the getting, because it's something I remember from a previous class-- to impose is not to discover, which came up in the Notes Towards a Supreme Fiction.  And I think we might have talked about it too. Stevens makes a distinction between people and poets, impositions and discoveries. A guy named Merle D. Brown talks about it in his book Wallace Stevens: the Poem as Act, and he says even though men and poets approach life in different ways, they kind of revolve around two things: change and feeling.

Merle says "fiction results from feeling." I took that as reaction. We create from our emotions- our desire. We may not always feel pleasure (not necessarily happiness) from a thing, but ordinary people can impose our desire for pleasure on something, while a poet looks deeper and finds the pleasure in the thing itself. It's imposition versus discovery, but both involve a kind of art. Change took Merle too long to explain, but I think he was saying that people are frightened of it and we try to stop it or control it with words, we seek to "impose orders to 'stop the whirlwind.'" Poets revel in change, but at the same time, they find themselves kind of stuck in repetition or permanence.  Or maybe not stuck, but they make an art of the patterns in changes or the changing patterns or something.  But I was thinking of this "change" in the romantic sense. And it took me here:

"Mutability," by William Wordsworth
From low to high doth dissolution climb,
And sink from high to low, along a scale
Of awful notes, whose concord shall not fail:
A musical but melancholy chime,

Which they can hear who meddle not with crime,
Nor avarice, nor over-anxious care.
Truth fails not; but her outward forms that bear
The longest date do melt like frosty rime,
That in the morning whitened hill and plain
And is no more; drop like the tower sublime
Of yesterday, which royally did wear
His crown of weeds, but could not even sustain
Some casual shout that broke the silent air,
Or the unimaginable touch of Time

Harmonium.  It's katabosis and anabosis.   Mrs. Alfred Uruguay. It's a seesaw.
In our discussion on Monday, I kept thinking of this toy. In its ascent and descent and in the very name.  "See" and "saw."   According to Wikipedia, the name comes from "a direct Anglicisation of the French ci-ça, meaning literally, this-that, seemingly attributable to the back-and-forth motion for which a seesaw is known." Neti, neti, except no not. I hope Wikipedia is telling the truth.

I never really liked these things (seesaws, not Wikipedia) when I was little, because my school's playground had really lame ones, but a few years back, I found a seesaw with a gigantic spring fulcrum and it was amazing, I mean my friend Emily and I got some serious height, but it's weird to think you could have so much fun on something that is so repetitive.  We go up and come back down over and over and over again. We know what's going to happen, but we're still excited to see the world from a new angle and then whoosh back down so we can launch again.  We see and then we saw and we do it again and the view is a little different each time.  There's a poetry to it. Or it is poetry, "the finding of a satisfaction, and may be of a man skating, a woman dancing, a woman combing, me seesawing.
The poem of the act of the mind"
        




Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Midnight musings-the universe is in knots

When I was a kid, I was up to date with all the trendy school yard games: state tag and kickball and double dutch (I couldn't actually do that one) and buttball and a recurring favorite cat's cradle. I remember playing that game for three hours with my best friend on a car ride and the string got tangled. I tried to pick it apart and somehow made it worse.  Every loop and knot I'd loosen would beget another knot until eventually I had a large mess of string. 

That's kind of how I feel about Wallace Stevens right now.  My mind's all jumbled about it, because everything connects, and everything is a lot of stuff to unpack.  Here's the strings I've got from tonight:

I was reading some blogs and I stumbled on Lace's post and poem, which was incredible. I thought her titles for post and poem were perfect-- "no words to describe it" "silence," described by words.  It's Beckett. Either “Every word is like an unnecessary stain on silence and nothingness" or “Where I am, I don't know, I'll never know, in the silence you don't know, you must go on, I can't go on, I'll go on."  It's the words- the words are all we have. (Beckett might have said something like that too).  To create illusions to create a "reality" to fill the void.  

It connects to Jenny's blog "Stirrings," which discusses the link she sees between Stevens and Beckett.   It connects to our discussion of God and the Bible-- It just occurred to me tonight that though we've been going through our blue bibles from the beginning onward, most of us are reading it like I've been taught to read the Christian Bible- sporadically. Walter was walking by the library counter tonight and asked what I was reading- I had flipped to "On the Road Home" two minutes earlier; and Walter was like, "We're already on Parts of a World?" and I said, "I think so, but I've just been skipping around."  And I thought that's the Bible for you. It's something that speaks to you or has something to say whereever you land in it; because it's life, the Word. The words of Lace's blog. After Walter left, I looked down at that "On the Road Home" and it took me right into Lace's blog, which seemed to originate on her journey home. 

The poem reads like this

On the Road Home
It was when I said,
"There is no such thing as the truth,"
That the grapes seemed fatter.
The fox ran out of his hole.

You. . . You said,
"There are many truths,
But they are not parts of a truth."
Then the tree, at night, began to change,

Smoking through green and smoking blue.
We were two figures in a wood.
We said we stood alone.

It was when I said,
"Words are not forms of a single word.
In the sum of the parts, there are only the parts. 

The world must be measured by eye";

It was when you said,
"The idols have seen lots of poverty,
Snakes and gold and lice,
But not the truth";

It was at that time, that the silence was largest 

And longest, the night was roundest,
The fragments of the autumn warmest,
Closest and strongest. 







I don't mean to say it's saying the same thing or is exactly the same, but something's there. 

Truth. Word. Silence.  

"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.' . . . "the way and the truth and the life"

And then things get messy with God, the Supreme Fiction and a little bit of Faust and fin de siecle and everything I'm doing, reading, seeing gets stuck in this cat's cradle of thoughts. It's like that video game called Katamari Damacy, where that little Prince tries to collect material for a new sky and planets and stuff (which had all been destroyed somehow, maybe by a drunkard) with a magic ball he rolls around. Smaller objects, like little squares and erasers, stick to the ball making it grow and collect bigger stuff, like people and later, cities.
My blue bible is the magic object and life is uprooted, revealing ideas of reality and imagination, turning me back to everything.
.


  


Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Thinking

I've been reading Breanna's post- her poem "Flying Wings," which does cover a lot of what we talked about on Monday and Anne's notes on what we talked about: “...the final belief is to believe in a fiction which you know to be a fiction because there is nothing else.”
We need to give up illusions and replace them with fictions.  I guess the difference would be knowing it's a fiction rather than being stuck in a fantasy you didn't create.  This is an excerpt from Woyzeck.  I posted this on Facebook, because I thought it was funny in the context of the translation I had, but also because it stirred something in me. I don't know what it is about it, but it seems to sit in that illusion/ fiction discussion.  I just can't figure out which is the illusion and which is the fiction. Was it the world before or the nothing afterward?
I hope when we strip away illusions, they won't all be this depressing. 

"Once upon a time there was a poor little girl. She had no father and no mother. EVERYTHING was dead. NO ONE was left--in the whole world. Everything. Dead. So the little girl went out and searched night and day, and since, on earth, there was no 
one left, she thought she'd take a trip into the sky. The moon seemed to be giving her a friendly look but, when she came to the moon, it turned out to be just a piece of rotten wood. So she went on to the sun, but when she got to the sun, it turned out to be just a withered sunflower, and when she went on to the stars, they turned out to be just small golden flies stuck to the firmament-- the way a shrike sticks flies to a thornbush all in a bunch. And when she tried to return to earth, she found the earth was now just a pot upside down. She was now REALLY alone, and she sat down and cried. She's still there. Sitting. Really alone." 

Monday, September 24, 2012

Beards, Naturalism and a little Blue Guitar

"But play, you must,
A tune beyond us, yet ourselves"

So I'm hanging out at work at the library, talking with a co-worker, Scott, getting to know him better by creeping on photos with him on Facebook.  We're helping patrons and then back on Facebook and then back to patrons and so on.  For whatever reason, Scott has a few buddies studying in the library that day, and they keep stopping by too.  Looking at those friends and then looking at Facebook, I realized Scott and his friends all had one thing in common: beards.  Granted, some beards were more like scraggly patches here and there, but some had legitimate, bushy, mountain man beards.  From that realization, we moved to the workplace, and we discovered that all the men closing the library that night either had a beard or was able to grow a nice Santa Claus kind of beard. We had a long conversation about this bearded discovery, when we decide it's time to do something more productive.  I flip open Wallace Stevens and I read, "The Well Dressed Man with a Beard," because obviously it had to happen that way.  I started laughing and I say, "Hey Scott- Wallace Stevens wrote a poem about you." And he says, "Of course, I'm awesome." And then more co-workers show up and ask, "Is it all about Scott? Is it like him?" and to answer that question, another English ed major, Michelle, reads the poem out loud for everyone, and the reaction is almost unanimous: ????? and "I guess not." My first thought was, "This has nothing to do with bearded men," but then immediately, "But then again, it probably has everything to do with them and us." Scott re-reads it and I re-read it and I don't know his thoughts, but the last line stuck out (for me)  "it can never be satisfied, the mind, never."  
After several readings of the poem, I got that modernist sense again of just trying to find "what will suffice."  He's sliding thing in and out of view to find a world in which he can sleep and find rest.  But then I was reading a paper by Ph.D. Justin Quinn about Nature and Ideology in Wallace Stevens-http://colloquium.upol.cz/coll00/quinn.htm It has an interesting look at the idea of landscapes and how Stevens's poetry dealt with reality of the time (something we saw in the TVA anecdote of the jar and in other poems we've unpacked). In it, Quinn discusses landscapes and the difference between Stevens and naturalist poets of his time, especially Robinson Jeffers.  Jeffers' poetry dreamed of returning to a time where nature bloomed free from humanity's sordid touch.  He can't wait until humans are wiped off the earth.  Stevens's poetry contrasts greatly with this view, as his poems "sings the praises of the major man."  He seems to criticize the idea of nature without man, because in order to write poetry or see nature as it is, man has to be an agent in the landscape.
"a thing supposed
In a place supposed, a thing that he reached
In a place that he reached, by rejecting what he saw
And denying what he heard"
Quinn applies that to Jeffers, saying his truth is a rejection of what is perceived- a kind of denial of the things as they are.  With this idea in mind, Quinn looks as a "Well Dressed Man with a Beard," as Stevens saying "If" I looked at the world like these other nature poets, "If" I tried to create a nature or world the way I want by hiding the nature of things, I might be able to hold onto that beautiful landscape "out of a petty phrase, out of a thing believed." But then the mind would never find satisfaction.  Reality and imagination are entwined together, and the things cannot be tucked away or hidden.  Or at least, that's how I'm reading things.
Things as they are may not be what we'd like to see- the things we've imagined; but poetic imagination can simultaneously expose the truth, that seems beyond our grasp and keep things real.  So poems like "The Well Dressed Man with a Beard" are songs "beyond us, yet ourselves."
Maybe.


Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Sudden Rightness

I'm slowly making my way through Critchley's Things Merely Are, and so far, I'm enjoying it.  It's been helpful and frustrating to read that alongside Dusty's post "That Things Merely Are Not" to get a clearer idea of the philosophical argument surrounding Stevens. I'm not sure what I'm getting out of it all yet, but I have been thinking on the relationship between reality and imagination.  Critchley says you can't have one without the other.

For Stevens (says Critchley), imagination is not imagination unless it has a basis in reality.  Poetry/imagination transfigures the world from something oppressive to life.  Without a base, imagination and poetry move away from "life with a ray of imagination and power," from elevated meaning into the realm of pure fantasy and fiction.  The question/problem is what is reality? I don't really want to go there now, but I like how Stevens kind of talks about what is real in his poem- Of Modern Poetry.

"The poem of the mind in the act of finding
what will suffice.  It has not always had
To find: the scene was set; it repeated what
Was in the script.
                          Then the theatre was changed
To something else.  Its past was a souvenir.

It has to living, to learn the speech of the place.
It has to face the men of the time and to meet
The women of the time.  It has to think about war
And it has to find what will suffice.  It has
To construct a new stage. It has to be on that stage
And, like an insatiable actor, slowly and
With meditation, speak words than in the ear,
In the delicatest ear of the mind, repeat,
Exactly, that which it wants to hear, at the sound
Of which, an invisible audience listens,
Not to the play, but to itself, expressed
In an emotion as of two people, as of two
Emotions becoming one.  The actor is
A metaphysician in the dark, twanging
An instrument, twanging a wiry string that gives
Sounds passing through sudden rightness, wholly
containing the mind, below which it cannot descent,
Beyond which it has no will to rise.
                                                     It must
Be the finding of satisfaction, and may
Be of a man skating, a woman dancing, a woman
Combing.  The poem of the act of the mind.

I love this poem. It is super modernist (from the title, it's obvious), talking about the way things were, the way things were whole and made sense, but  how, now the world is in pieces and we have to figure out a "new stage" and find what satisfies us even if it that satisfaction is common or as fleeting as a sound passing by.  It's searching for harmony (harmonium) in reality, snatches of it, anyway.

Critchley focuses a little on the "invisible audience," ideas that when we construct, through imagination/poetry, life, it has to correspond with the audience's sense of reality, but "real" is subject-dependent, "that which is, is only for the subject to whom it appears, even if what appears is real for us." I may be misinterpreting, but this idea that real is different for every person appeals to my thesis project of dyslexia, synaesthesia and the imagination. Synaesthetes in particular perceive reality in ways, which are real for them, but seem completely fanciful to us.  I read a study, where a five year old girl wrote poetry about her morning.  It was filled with imagery, which didn't make sense, but the teacher gave her kudos for being imaginative.  The girl's response was confusion, because she simply wrote about what she had experienced. From Stevens' poem, I get the sense that as a poet, he must write and write about the things he perceives until he illuminates the aspect of its reality, which everyone understands and can be "satisfied with."

Then again, maybe not; but I'm intrigued to keep looking until I find that "sudden rightness" (or one of many sudden rightnesses), which will illuminate something new.  


Thursday, September 13, 2012

A Postcard from the Volcano

The little boys and girls ran around the hilltop.  Chasing, stumbling, Catching. Picking up souvenirs, treasures they found in the dirt.  A cracked plastic ring, dull pennies, a broken chain, a button, a pen cap-- All left behind by other children before them, or the children before that or those before that.  The little ones didn't know or care. They were too busy being the first explorers to sneak into the dark vineyards, tasting the sharp smell of the ripe grapes, blurring the footsteps of their predecessors, intoxicated with their bravery.

Every spring, they gathered by the tree by the old mansion, haunted by the man, who had died alone and angry (or so they say).  In their daring, they would tell the story, the legend they always tell, because it has always been that way, of the creaking darkness, the gusts of spirits and dust rattling against the shuttered windows and the raggy tattered dirt of the place until the sky lightened when the giant behemoth blinked and yawned, shuddering in and out the Chinook in rattling gasps, a waking eyesore in the early dawn.

 

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Renaissance Conclusion

One of the most beautiful passages of Rousseau is that in the sixth book of the Confessions, where he describes the awakening in him of the literary sense. An undefinable taint of death had clung always about him, and now in early manhood he believed himself smitten by mortal disease. He asked himself how he might make as much as possible of the interval that remained; and he was not biassed by anything in his previous life when he decided that it must be by intellectual excitement, which he found just then in the clear, fresh writings of Voltaire. Well! we are all condamnes, as Victor Hugo says: we are all under sentence of death but with a sort of indefinite reprieve–les hommes sont tous condamnes a mort avec des sursis indefinis: we have an interval, and then our place knows us no more. Some spend this interval in listlessness, some in high passions, the wisest, at least among “the children of this world,” in art and song. For our one chance lies in expanding that interval, in getting as many pulsations as possible into the given time. Great passions may give us this quickened sense of life, ecstasy and sorrow of love, the various forms of enthusiastic activity, disinterested or otherwise, which come naturally to many of us. Only be sure it is passion–that it does yield you this fruit of a quickened, multiplied consciousness. [239] Of such wisdom, the poetic passion, the desire of beauty, the love of art for its own sake, has most. For art comes to you proposing frankly to give nothing but the highest quality to your moments as they pass, and simply for those moments’ sake.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Anecdote of the Jar

Our discussion of Stevens' poem on Friday- the TVA, the environmental question, the Dr. Seuss sound- led me to believe the poem is basically the Lorax.  


Lucretius to Milton to Pullman

Into this wild abyss
The womb of nature and perhaps her grave
Of neither sea, nor shore, nor air, nor fire,
But all these in their pregnant causes mixed
Confusedly, and which thus must ever fight ,
Unless the almighty maker them ordain
His dark materials to create more worlds,
Into this wild abyss the wary fiend
Stood on the brink of hell and looked awhile
Pondering his voyage
                 Paradise Lost~Milton

While we were talking about the Lucretian sublime (the immutable particles, the finite amount of time we have to live and appreciate song and art, and the void), I couldn't help thinking about Philip Pullman's "His Dark Materials" trilogy and how Mr. Pullman is a Lucretius "swerve" kind of guy.

The books revolve around Dust, "elementary, charged particles," which are the keys to conscious thought.  Like the "bucks" and the "jar," they are imagination or they are the atoms, which make humans. . .I guess human.  People die and turn back to Dust (particles).  An afterlife isn't life, it is prolonged dying, which is Lucretius- there is no existence from death onward.

Out of curiosity, I typed in "pullman" and "lucretian sublime" into google and got Harold Bloom's The Anatomy of Influence. This wasn't the book I picked, but the google books excerpt led me to the Milton passage above, which is at the beginning of Pullman's Amber Spyglass. This surprised me a little, because Milton was a Christian dude; but Bloom says that his choice of "atheist Lucretius as a guide to the abyss suggestive."  (I might be paraphrasing there). He doesn't really elaborate clearly there, but I think he's moving towards the idea that poetry is not religious or more specifically, Christian, because it cannot "believe" in anything. Bloom says Milton's poetry is "passionate, sensuous and simple," which falls in line with the Lucretius idea of living life fully, which kind of takes me back to Pullman.

"He meant the Kingdom was over, the Kingdom of Heaven, it was all finished.  We shouldn't live as if it mattered more than this life in this world, because where we are is always the most important place."

It's not perfect, but there are plenty of connections. If Pullman's books were allowed anywhere near high school classrooms, I think it'd be possible for kids to even get it a little.




Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Peacock Brainstorm

Peacocks are on my mind.  I have been reading both Anecdotes of the Prince of Peacocks, and I'm digging the colors. 

Harmonium's Peacock seems to be in the mind's landscape- "in the moonlight, in this milky blue. . .midst of sleep."  But Berserk (violent, deranged, unrestrained) is working in the dreamland "setting traps," which could be madness or frustration or limits or wakefulness. "Dread of the bushy plain," which is full of "blocks and blocking steel."  Or maybe Berserk is Rage.  "Blessed rage," 'red" and "sun-colorod."  There is an ominous threat looming behind the peaceful, innocent sleep. 

But in the 1919-20? Prince of Peacocks, the tone is tired.  The colors are white and nothingness, which reminds me of our discussion on the nothingness sandwich around human existence. 
In the land of the peacocks, the prince thereof 
Grown weary of romantics, walked alone,
In the first of evening, pondering.

. . .
He seemed to seek replies,
from nothingness, to all his sighs.

"My sighs are pulses in a dreamer's death!"
Exclaimed the white one, smothering his lips.

Other stuff I was thinking on. . . .
Peacock symbolism
immortality in Christian churches
renewal of the soul/ resurrection
royalty/nobility

Juno/Hera
Alchemy - "cauda pavonis"

Peacocking-- a seduction technique? setting "traps in the midst of dreams?"  I doubt that.





Sunday, September 2, 2012

Stuck in anecdotes, rambling.

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During the last class, we discussed the importance of titles.  Wallace Stevens had a drawer-full of them, and I have to wonder, why "anecdotes"?

"Anecdote" is the word I keep running into in Harmonium, and I can't get it out of my mind: "Earthy Anecdote," "Anecdote of Men by the Thousand," "Anecdote of Canna," Anecdote of the Prince of Peacocks" and "Anecdote of the Jar."  It's a lot of anecdote for one section, and there are only two others in the collection: another Prince of Peacocks, which seems to fit the title better than the first and Anecdote of the Abnormal. 

I looked up various definitions of "anecdote" online- "a short narrative, which is often biographical, amusing, obscure and/or historical."  But I don't think that's what I'm questioning, whether or the not the poems above are anecdotes, but why only those poems and for what purpose? 

I have been looking up the use of anecdotes in essays and have had disappointing results, but some lines stick out. One essay by Dominique Jullien compares anecdotes with fait divers (brief news stories- lurid/sensational), saying "that anecdotes are little stories about big people, while faits divers are stories about little people made big by publicity or the press." Jullien also points out that the etymological meaning of anecdote is "unpublished." A lady named Helen Deutsch says the genre of anecdotes is used by literary theorists and historians as a starting point or kicking stone to "prove the reality and solidity of the matter they analyze." 

And I've been stuck on that too, but just now I was thinking maybe I am thinking too hard about the little story anecdotes and missing the big picture or reality of what is sitting in plain view there within the story. I feel like I'm staring at one of those stereogram pictures. . .
All I'm seeing is that when I should (supposedly) be seeing


And then the Prince of Peacocks won't get out of my head with his two anecdotes.  Someone's wandering and wandering, lost in madness and dreams and nothingness.  And it could be the man or it might be me. It's kind of a toss up.